speechless

just known after our short conversation this morning,
for all this time,




aku sayang kamu

confuse

menikmati saat-saat ini.....
saat aku tertawa karena lucumu
saat aku tersenyum karena bujukanmu
saat aku kangen dengan nakalmu
saat aku melayang dengan panggilan sayangmu
saat aku menangis karena ketiadaanmu
saat aku bingung dengan acuhmu
saat aku tak bisa melakukan apapun selain memikirkanmu....

kamu membuatku lemah...
aku benci itu....
tapi aku mau kamu, ada di sampingku


(i have to stop this)

strange..............

i feel so strange....after that night.i've been lost, lost in love.and i cant stop thinking about this. i used to be an-anti-relationship-girl for this last few years, so if i have to change now,i'll take that risk.......whatever happen lah......cause we never know what will happen next...........