bad feeling

jengkel skali.kenapa sih ga peka sama sekali??ngerasa salah,minta maaf kek, introspeksi diri kek, whatta damn bitch!!(ups, sori, udah di ubun2 mangkelnya) becoz this is not for the first time, happened again and again, cape deeehhh.......insap 'napa bu????? (dongkol abis)

dark..

the darkside...
mendung, just like my mood

speechless

just known after our short conversation this morning,
for all this time,




aku sayang kamu

confuse

menikmati saat-saat ini.....
saat aku tertawa karena lucumu
saat aku tersenyum karena bujukanmu
saat aku kangen dengan nakalmu
saat aku melayang dengan panggilan sayangmu
saat aku menangis karena ketiadaanmu
saat aku bingung dengan acuhmu
saat aku tak bisa melakukan apapun selain memikirkanmu....

kamu membuatku lemah...
aku benci itu....
tapi aku mau kamu, ada di sampingku


(i have to stop this)

strange..............

i feel so strange....after that night.i've been lost, lost in love.and i cant stop thinking about this. i used to be an-anti-relationship-girl for this last few years, so if i have to change now,i'll take that risk.......whatever happen lah......cause we never know what will happen next...........

cinta..........oh cinta........

Is it amazing when we see somebody’s fallin’ in love???that’s what I’ve seen yesterday, with one of my ‘best-man’ (I do have some, kind of incredible and unique person I’ve ever known)………our mets always giving me deep impression, even its just once in 2 years I guess…..and when we met yesterday, u told me ‘bout ur life, ur next plan with her,and then I look it in ur eyes, I see love, and hope…that’s beautiful….ur eyes tells me everything, when u told me ‘bout her, how u met, and how u love the way she moves, love can makes us just like teenage again….
Truly, im happy for u bro….and for all this time, I always asking 2 myself, who will be that lucky girl???the one u can spend the rest of ur life with……becoz u’re so kind, and u inspiring me…u gave me that 3 principles of life….and I don’t even care if u read this note, becoz that’s all true……….u’re a very2 great man! I know that nobody’s perfect in this world, including u….but u still being my ‘best-man’…..
Im waiting for u in Makassar, u promised me, right? And when the wedding invitation comes, I will be there, I’ll try my best to come to ur greatest day ………..

h-2

h-2???menjelang mudik maksudnye...plan for today, cari oleh2 segambreng buat sodare2 di kampung, kya..kya..kya..and then, siap2 dirampok traktiran buka puasa..............
and not to forget, completing the mission, ngirim 'sesuatu' on monday...kudu terkirim statusnye!!!
males banget kan kalo ntar harus maketin dari lombok, jauh bo'....
oke folks, lets start hunting............

im starting

after this long time....finally starting my own blog...cari yg gratisan dulu sih,hehehe...namanya juga masih nyoba...challenge 2 my self wheter this will be long lasting or not...
so, i'll keep my words...........
welcome 2 de world, dear..........